** Draft Started on 9/4/2014 ***
When presented with an opportunity to grow, often masked as a difficulty or challenge we have to overcome, often the first instinct is to rely on old emotions or actions, right? Because change is uncomfortable and uneasy and just … strange. I, personally, hate moments of awkwardness, but realize I have spent more moments in transitional periods of awkwardness (aka growth) than I have being still. At least in my own mind… In my head I’m constantly thinking of the next move, how to learn, how to grow. Even if I don’t act swiftly, I’m consistently thinking about action; not in the “good morning and grind” Instagram meme kind of way either.
Which makes me wonder, can I ever be content? Will I ever be satisfied? What is satisfied? This constant state of inquiry is