
My Motherboard, My Self
I came to a realization today, that was the summation of thoughts I've been battling over the past few weeks. My realization is that somewhere the thoughts I had about other people doubting me turned into me doubting myself professionally. How did this happen? Professionally, I feel adrift. I always feel like I have so much to do, yet, I never want to do any of it, therefore I'm filling my time with everything else. I've placed immense value on my work and on my work ethic more specifically. I've been the there is no job too small that I will not help with girl forever. I am a team player who won't ask my team to do something I wouldn't do myself. My boss told me a lot to…