02Jan 2015 by Jakora Holman No Comments
Critical Condition

Critical Condition

Lifestyle
It's been suggested that I try doing videos with my blog posts (vlog properly I guess). Finally,I have given in... I created my first VIDEO BLOG! I am a YouTuber! WOW. The start of a new year brings with me, for the first time, lots of remorse and trepidation. I have been drowning in self-loathing over the success then failure of my weight loss. I lost weight, 25 pounds or so, and then I gained it back. I felt defeated, lost in the scent of despair. Lost in the fact that I got so close to the door and had to turn back. It crippled me. But now, I feel rejuvenated. I feel like I can't go on like this any longer. Maybe its because I'm vain. Shoot me, I…
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01Mar 2012 by Jakora Holman 2 Comments
I need a hair miracle

I need a hair miracle

Lifestyle
As much as I loved my journey with hair color this summer, I am saddened by the damage to my hair length and most importantly its texture! Soo.. I created this photo collages to chronicle the changes .. I was in LOVE with my curls summer 2010, it was the year I discovered the CG method, or a modified version.. Then I did my usual straight in the winter where I cut my beloved bangs ... Then in May 2011 there was my color... I went blondish with no bleach.. I guess my hair just doesn't respond to color and all the conditioner in the world won't save it.. So now I'm taking a break from my winter hair, aka heat to give it some love, hopefully I don't have to…
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