06Aug 2012 by Jakora Holman No Comments
Open letter

Open letter

Lifestyle
Dear love, It's not that I don't want to believe in you, its just that I don't know how to believe in you. Outside of fairy tales and movies you haven't been present in my life. The times I thought I found you, you were blocked by insecurity, infidelity, and insanity. Yes, insanity because I went crazy trying to hold on to what I thought was you. In that crazed time, I missed it when you quietly walked out the door and left me because I wasn't ready. I want us to have a fresh start. I want to get rid of the damage in the past. I want to have trust in you and faith that when I find you, the REAL you, I won't mistake you for lust…
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13Jul 2012 by Jakora Holman 1 Comment
Quotables

Quotables

Lifestyle
Browisng quotes today I first came across this Voltaire quote, "The secret of being a bore is to tell everything," and it made me think of a few things. Sometimes I do feel boring because I feel I reveal too much of the trivial details of my life. Or maybe its not that I tell the things its that I get overly dramatic (according to Jess) about very small things. I realize that everything isn't urgent or life threatening, but in that moment. It seems to be the ONLY thing you can think about. RIGHT? But I realize sometimes I can be too transparent and people are confused when I'm not so open. Baffles them. The thing is, I hate when other people are mundane with me. And I have…
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21Jan 2011 by Jakora Holman 2 Comments
Moving Forward…

Moving Forward…

Lifestyle, Mis-Adventures
I'm all over the place in case you guys don't know. At any given time I can think of several different goals/tasks I'd like to accomplish but finding the time to address all of them is H.A.R.D. So, one thing I want to do is spend less time being idle, you know sitting around watching things you aren't interested in on TV. How do I accomplish this? 1. Canceling cable. Shocking Right? A mid-twenties girl with no cable. This decision was sparked by first thinking of expenses I could scale back on and then the idea that I can really watch almost anything online. A larger factor was that I'm rarely home as is and I DVR everything and with the addition of graduate school I will have even less…
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