American Girl in Paris, Part Duex
Except Paris is the gym and its more like the bottom of the 9th inning in a double header than just part duex. This week was week 1 back in the gym. To be honest, the fact that I am now heavier than my starting weight last year has taken the biggest toll on me. It hit me that I am heavier than I've been at my heaviest. Crazy how that can happen within one year of me being my skinniest I've ever been. And I realize how much I don't want to talk about it. The fact that I created a separate Instagram account to rack my progress says a lot about my insecurity on the issue. So do I give myself the same speech, "buck up kiddo, if…